Oh no... I can feel the pull of the deep blue ocean. My tears are longing to return to the vastness of the sea. I am in a lull. In a hush before the storm. I can feel that the out-of-body feeling is being caused by the approach of August.

Lo and behold. August is here. My birthday is coming up. I don't know what to do yet. I am losing sanity bit by bit.

For the past month and a half, I have grown my nails long. Last week, I shaped them to look like Voldemort's fingernails and 3 days ago, I painted them black. Hahaha! The things I do when the moon is full and the tide of passion is high.

Definitely, I am growing stronger spiritually but I have a long way to go and august is not the right time to be blue.