Lately the rain has been pouring hard. I feel sad everytime it happens. It seems like a thousand tears are falling around me. I feel drowned and soaked to the marrow of my bones. It does not seem to end - perpetual sadness.

Last Wednesday, after going out of the office, the sun was shining. I was almost happy. The sun, or maybe the rain clouds, were just toying with me. Dealing out false hopes.

Today, I have a date with a person who fell into my waters - broke up with his boyfriend so we could be free to love each other. Their love affair was not working out - like rank and brackish waters. I should feel happy but like my aquarium, I feel only half-full with water. I can only hope this will go well.