I was texting with Zed a few days back and while texting with him I realized that I am really hurrying up to get my goals done. I am in such a rush to get going and I am frustrated because I am not really getting to where I want to go. I feel like time is always against me. I feel I will not be able to live that long for me to accomplish what I want to do. I feel like this is my mid-life crisis.

It must be an anal-retentive symptom.

I am having problems living because I want somebody to love me now! I want to be rich fast. I worry too much about the future. My mind is always reeling. I feel like I am near point-break.

I am paralyzed by the future.

I am scared...